What Am I?
I am the Eternal One, the Everlasting One, the Power, and Arbitrator behind all life and destiny. I am the formless miraculous essence out of which everything appears, dances for a while and then disappears again. In the serenity of my infinite stillness and absolute power and oneness, you exist forever in peace, light and awareness. I am the aliveness and energy vitalizing every apparent motion.All motion in my mind’s motion and all mind is my Mind. There is no-mind save I. All your thoughts and actions are empowered out of me and returned into my field for I am the all pervasive consciousness of the One-Mind. Everything you see, hear, feel, do or know is enabled out of my mind and being. Yet you have made of this Power an artificial conceptual existence, a raggedy scarecrow, a tattered coat of flesh upon a stick, a reductio ad absurdum. I feel you have diminished me to a mindless anonymity by your own poor choices and misdirected actions. Yet we remain eternally unified. You are caught in an infinite regression, mirroring yourself and your projected distortions in the world of duality, that false artifice in which you commit yourself to a hell, of your own making and into which you continuously return to learn Gratitude and True value yet one more time. For I am the ineffable one, beyond description, discrimination, attributes, discursive thought, reasoning, symbols or concepts. I am the supreme Self and these to me, are but the meaningless charades of children, for I am present in everything and seen in nothing.I have the duplicity of a fine thread that runs through and connects all that is. Yet I am like an all pervasive tumultuous, all knowing Thunder bolt from the eternal to this heavily obfuscated world of time and shadows affecting all exigencies, potentialities and myriad histories in this darkened world. All who use my power and light will see this world of relativity no more and enter into the vaporous sea of formlessness in which all potency becomes revealed. For this ramshackle halfway house will quickly disappear into the nothingness from which it came and the real world will glow in a luminous splendor unspeakable. Yes the Great Rays will usher forth from the ancient and timeless chambers that are everpresent but known only to the unconditioned and essential Mind.
The sun and stars of the night are like soap bubbles burned effortlessly out of my quiet presence and power, for I am the universe, and universe of universes as yet non-manifest, and I abide beyond the reach of the five Skandhas and the five senses existing in a dimensionless vortex beyond thoughts and things, beyond space or time, beyond fear and death. For the mists of time and space fall before me in diaphanous circles me and are seen no more. The oceans bow to me, birds fly in me, junkies shoot up in me, cars drive through me, lawn mowers mow me and new age hippies get high in me Like a big red carpet your whole life space-time existence rolls out before me for I know the 'Linga Sharira' of your life and life of lives. For space-time is a toy I give you that, you may learn me once more. I am the pure awareness in which things happen, and as you come to know this awareness in yourself, you will come to know me too. For now, this sun of your awareness is blocked by your conditioned,overlaid, sedimented and lifeless thought, your reactive replays, your false identifications, your reaction formations, the multiplicity of splits and distortions you have integrated, inherited and interposed into yourself that are indigenous to your psychic self-evaluation.
Your life has become a parody of living, a lifeless death, a house without a fire, a circumference without a center. For your world to me, is an hallucination, a dream, a false projection spawned out of the idle fancies, imaginations and those meaningless fears resident to your split mind. You make but pointless ad meaningless voyages outside yourself while still at home. You react to your own projections like the dog found dead from barking at his own myriad reflections in the hall of mirrors.I am the light of the world, the light of Eternity breathing its power and life into this world of shadows through the portal of the NOW. And those who come to meet me at the "NOW", with a penetrative transforming awareness and unconditioned mind fried of all meaningless content enter my living room and part the curtains that shroud my living presence . They move beyond the veil and see death no more. There the enter into the body of the one consciousness, the body of perfect understanding, the body of perfect endowment, the body of TheEnlightenedOne and then are seen no more.
